My Journey with Breast Cancer

Welcome Everyone to my Blog!

Hope that you all enjoy reading my Blog. I started this in 2010 when I first found out that I had Breast Cancer. I thought that it would be a way that I could keep friends/family updated. I hope that it will be of some help to others, maybe encourage others, maybe answer questions for some going through it, but most of all I want it to Glorify the Lord!

Thursday, January 31, 2013

Lysa Terkeurst Inside Chatter Live Webcast

http://vimeo.com/proverbs31ministries/insidechatter

Make sure that jump go to this and watch.  Great information from Lysa and Sheila!!

Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Inside Chatter............

I was watching a Live Webcast last night with Lysa Terkeurst and Sheila Walsh.  Talking about the "Inside Chatter" that goes on in our heads.  It really is amazing how we all seem to be going through the same things as women.  Women seem to really judge each other pretty bad.  And really some women think that others are really paying more attention to them than they really are.  But just like Lysa was talking about we let our Inside Chatter in our heads convince us of things that really do not happen.  What people say and what people do.  All of that Inside Chatter going on in there is simply from the enemy, who constantly tries to convince us that we are not good enough, thin enough, pretty enough or smart enough.  We all think it, even the pretty, skinny ones that we other girls think have it all together.  They really don't, we just think they do.  So dealing with and getting that Inside Chatter that goes on in our heads under control is a constant work that we have to daily keep under control.  At least I do.  Im finding that if I don't get on a Bandwagon about something that I can get alot more done that really means more and shows progress in accomplishing something.  But even though we all women think things in our heads that probably don't or wont happen, we should always encourage our friends that even though something might Spue (sp?) out of our mouths, that they are really not as it sounded, which seems to be my problem.  I find myself apologizing for something I said that I really didnt mean for it to sound that way.  I just sometimes cant get my words to aline with my thought pattern.  Which actually might be a good thing, because I know that sometimes I don t want those thoughts seeping out of my mouth!!  So lets all encourage our friends that we love them, even if what comes out doesnt sound like it sometimes!  Remember....we are all in this together and hopefully will come out alive, lol!!
What are 5 things that you admire about your kids
 

More from Proverbs......

Reading today in the My Time devotionals from Proverbs Chapter 21.  Just thought this was funny that the same type of verse was written two times within the same chapter.  I guess either I needed this, or there are many women out there who need this!

Provers 21: 9 - Better to live on a corner of a roof than share a house with a quarrelsome wife.

Proverbs 21:19 - Better to live in a desert than with a quarrelsome and ill tempered wife.

Either giving wives something to think about, or advising men that there are possibly other places that would be better to live in than having to deal with a women like this.  So I guess women that we should not give our husbands the opportunity to go and live in the desert or on the corner or a roof!!
Lol,   Just a Thought!!  And interesting too!!

Monday, January 28, 2013

These are not my dogs, but I do have the same problem.  But what the heck, they are worth it!!!

Good site to follow.....

www.acidalkalinediet.com

My numbers...part 2

My Doctor called me today to just let me know that he thought my number, 55, was stable.  So it didn't seem to bother him that it was up.  Just thinking that it is jumping around. So he said that when I go back up in April that he will do this test again and see where we are at that time.  I need daily prayers so that I will eat right, healthy foods, that will alkalize my body, and stay away from acidic types of foods.  Also, need to exercise daily.  These are hard things to live by, lol   !!  HAve a good night all. 

Thoughts on Proverbs

Proverbs 13:11  -Dishonest money dwindles away, but he who gathers money little by little makes it grow.    My thought on this is that this is saying that if you come by money in a dishonest way , then it will go away very fast.  But if you save it and earn it little by little, it will last a long time.  The Lord will stretch the money earned and saved and multiply it and use it for great and mighty things.
Nothing of Real Value happens overnight. 

Proverbs 28:22 - A stingy man is eager to get rich, and is unaware the poverty that awaits him. My thought on this is, A person who loves money wants to get it all right now, make it in ways that are probably not right and doesnt want to do good with the money.  He thinks that if he has alot of money that he will have everything he needs, but want he doesnt know is that if he gets it in a wrong way with wrong intentions, then it won't last long.  The Lord will cause all sorts of things to come up that the money will vanish away. 

Proverbs 21:5 - The plans of the deligent lead to profit, as surely as haste leads to poverty.  My thoughts on this are that it is saying that if you work hard and plan ahead that it will lead to profit and good, but if you jump into things to quick and don't take time to think about them and pray about them that it will not work out. You will lose it.    Boy have I learned that lesson the hard way.

Not sure why I wanted to post these thoughts, but these are scriptures from Pastor Jonathans sermon this past sunday and reading over them it just seemd that I was suppose to break a few of them down and look more closely at them then normal.  So, these are for me!! 

Sunday, January 27, 2013

Sweet Tiger Lily.....

Just wanted to post about my sweet Tiger Lily kitty who died Dec. 22, 2012.  Tiger got sick a few days prior.  The Doctor said that evidently she got into something toxic, probably antifreeze. We don't know where in the world she got into that.  We kept her in almost all of the time.  When I found out she was sick I got her in the house downstairs and she stayed in Justins room until she died.  We buried sweet Tiger in the back.  She was 12 years old, RIP Tiger.  We love you!!

Numbers........

Havent posted in quite a while, last year, in fact.  I really need to get back to doing this.  I am still dealing with my numbers jumping around.  What I am talking about is , my Cancer Antigen blood work.  In December 2010 my number was 44 and then August 2011 it had jumped to 50.  My oncologist was really concerned because he thought that the primary spot in my chest wall had leaked into a lymph node behind my chest that they could not take out.  But he did a CT scan and also a Bone scan and there was nothing there.  I knew that if it had been, that God had removed it.  So he retested me in Dec of 2011 and it had gone to 47, then April 2012 to 51 then October 2012 down to 46 and now Jan it is up to 55.  He still thinks that it is jumping around and that I am in a higher range than the normal person which is 37-43. ? You know me, not normal, lol.   Also, when my number goes up I have gotten on my Alkeline eating pattern and juicing and thats when it came down, both times. So I am back on trying to eat right, again.  I know that over the holidays I ate ridicously and also gained weight, so I think that is why my number is up. Anyway, just a day to day thing, but I know that My God healed me then and he is the same God then that he is today!!!  Im going to be just fine!!! PTL